Gone...

Basically. My life revolves around her. i changed my life for her. i love her. i breathe for her. i wake up for her. i sleep for her. i cry for her. i smile for her. i gave up everything for her. i fight for her. i risk my future for her. brooke im in love with u. but u kno about the being smart thing and no matter how many times i tell u and remind u and no matter how many times we talk and break up and how much u promise me... u always hurt me. U break promises to me and all of that! and u kno it. u beg for me to trust u but i cant and u kno that and how am i supposed to trust u if u break ur promise evrytime. especially now with u being tooken away from me and ur rents tryin to ruin my life and my future but i risk all that and... i STILL FIGHT FOR U!!! but ive always told u that the only person that can stop me for fightin for u is u! and now uve done it. i sit at home alone. quietly thinkin of u and always thinkin about everything and how i can c & tty. but no matter how much i love u and how much i give up for u... u always hurt me! So brooke baby on April 17 2009... my fighting for u will forever stop. I pictured havin kids and growin old with u and dying next to u.. but all that is gone. i truely cant picture my self without uin my life. but im going to have to deal cuz thats wats goin to happen. I kept crawling for u through everything but u kicked me while i wasdown and i cant do it no longer. Ive given my life for u! I love u. I fell in love with u! Ur the love of my life. but im done, we're done forever. :"( I really wat to leave the state of MN! & im not kidding so my goal is to leave here asap. so sry if u dont ever see me again just kno ill never forget u and i love u with all my heart! bye take care! Bye bye brooke baby
Ps: ill always be smart for u! mwah.

So i remain a lonely boy....